Day 5, or T minus 27

ok... today
has not been one of the easier days.
i've had some trouble with
just being.

but a nice chat with
a DEAR friend
made things a little
more clear.

and made it easier
to breathe.

I decided to make a calendar to be able to see how much time I have left before I go back home. I admit it. I panicked. I saw that there was nearly 4 weeks left before I go home and I wilted.

I guess I was thinking it was more like 3 weeks?

Anyway, I did it!
I picked myself back up, and counted the exact number of days.

As of today
I have 27 days and counting.
T minus 27.

The last 10 days of this time period, my friends won't be home.
For some reason, I feel like those days will go quickly?
Maybe I'm subconsciously seeing myself staying in a drunken stupor
while they're gone?
Kidding!
Sorta...

Anyway, so T minus 27.

THAT is a challenge.

At first I wanted to cry.
But hey.
I'll be ok.
I've got things I can do.

I can use these 27 days to my advantage.
Cuz when I get back home,
things are going to be
hectic.
A lot to do.
Good things, and some not so good.
But a lot.

So I'm off to make yet another list.
A list of things to
accomplish over the next 27 days.

T minus 27.

T
minus
27.

27.

I can do this.
Breathe.
Be.
Just be.